greeting a way to get better

i wanna sit someway alone...
i need to myself time!!
what really i want..
what i am looking actually...
i want get myself back..
i have lost myself, smile, happiness..

i have to find it back.. what so ever i have to get to my goals...
choice is in my hand..

i don't like people come over my head!!
i want my life.. i don't need anyone to make it better...
i'm going to make it alright!!

i am human.. trying my best to be better... all i think, i want my laugh..
plz.. i want to live.. you ruined my mind... almost 1 and half year i cried...
no one ever cares...

i need time for myself...