WHAT IS TRUE LOVE ALL ABOUT???

 

Loving someone and be loved is wonderful... but in my story either love story or something else... surrounding you people get known how do you act like.. in moment, thing get changes when something get like by your heart.. plus you get any love from anyone.. breaking you down day by day... then came someone says to you, that he love you.. in mind set you are not really ready for that... same time you am not over about that yet... you just keeping his heart to not be disappointed on you.. same time you wanna understand this guy.. stupid heart never understand, love is blind and its really nice for first time.. but its really gives equal pain after all the sweet words are gone.. when heart start to love someone, mind said that this cant be like this.. conflict start.. and following all the syndrome of sadness, emotion...
i am pretending like i dont need love.. well its our needs.. it cant run away.. be patient and hope for 

goodness ..

I NEED A BREATH!!!!

i need a breath.... i want my life.. i cant go like this feel like burden all around... wanna hang around with my favorite frenzz... just free the mind.. once i say truth, i'm underground... why other people can have all the happy life?? why i cant!!! why...?? even i need space.. freedom is my right.. please i need to be around free air.. i cant breath like this... i gonna be crazy.. nothing else to do.. i just bored.. so much..

let go me.. i wanna be alone!!! let go me... my life is myself and no one else... i need to understand myself..
time is the right one... even controlling me same thing like putting pressure on me...

greeting a way to get better

i wanna sit someway alone...
i need to myself time!!
what really i want..
what i am looking actually...
i want get myself back..
i have lost myself, smile, happiness..

i have to find it back.. what so ever i have to get to my goals...
choice is in my hand..

i don't like people come over my head!!
i want my life.. i don't need anyone to make it better...
i'm going to make it alright!!

i am human.. trying my best to be better... all i think, i want my laugh..
plz.. i want to live.. you ruined my mind... almost 1 and half year i cried...
no one ever cares...

i need time for myself...