A WORD FOR USES

in life, we meet, we trust, we believe, we sincere, we honest, we kind, we understand...
but to those who not deserve.. we thought will things turn good..
but how its impossible to good..
when da starting is bad...
mark my word.. NEVER TRUST PEOPLE EASILY !!

sometimes we must live like others do..
don't mix up with wrong friends..
don't give trust
don't think short..
do the right things...

we must never worried coz life is cycle..
we love someone, we care for him, then be left,
then we will meet some one new..
we learn how to deal with it..
thats make us a better person..

this life is short 4 putting trust on others..
TRUST YOURSELF..

SMILE IS BEAUTIFUL

Tu muskura jahan bhi hai tu muskura,
Tu dhoop ki tarah badan ko choo zara,
Sharir si yeh muskurhatein teri,
Badan mein sunti hu mein aahatein teri,
Labon se aake choo de apne lab zara,
Tu muskura jahan bhi hai tu muskura,
Sharir si yeh muskurhatein teri,
Badan mein sunti hu mein aahatein teri…

Aisa hota hai khayalon mein aksar,
Tujhko sochu to mehek jaati hu,
Meri rooh mein bassi hai teri khushbu,
Tujhko choo lu to behek jaati hu,
Teri aankhon mein, teri aankhon mein,
Koi to jadoo hai, tu muskura,
Jahan bhi hai tu muskura,
Tu muskura jahan bhi hai tu muskura,
Tu dhoop ki tarah badan ko choo zara,
Sharir si yeh muskurhatein teri,
Badan mein sunti hu mein aahatein teri..

Tez chalti hai hawaon ki saasein,
Mujhko bahon mein lapet ke chupa le,
Teri aankhon ki haseen nooriyon mein,
Mein badan ko bichau, tu sula le,
Teri aankhon mein, teri aankhon mein,
Koi to nasha hai, tu muskura,
Jahan bhi hai tu muskura..

FOR THEM WHO DESERVE HAPPINESS

AND THAT IS YOU...

BE REMIND FROM ZE LIES..

TQ.. ;)

WHO SUPPOSE YOU LOVE WITH???

in our daily life.. we always like to take other people feelings but our family... who is more important.. who love us more than other does... sometimes we found one who one to get together with our family.. but it go through us.. why cant they go direct?? if they are really good and really mean what they want to do.. so go and archive it first... why through us?? 

in a very frank works, always follow the right...

once you made a bad decision then its always wrong...

if you wanna made it right then go for it...

always listen to parents, they are not your enemy, they only want your benefits...

they love you.. so time to prove your love to them.... 

other than that..

love them who deserve to be love...

WHAT IS TRUE LOVE ALL ABOUT???

 

Loving someone and be loved is wonderful... but in my story either love story or something else... surrounding you people get known how do you act like.. in moment, thing get changes when something get like by your heart.. plus you get any love from anyone.. breaking you down day by day... then came someone says to you, that he love you.. in mind set you are not really ready for that... same time you am not over about that yet... you just keeping his heart to not be disappointed on you.. same time you wanna understand this guy.. stupid heart never understand, love is blind and its really nice for first time.. but its really gives equal pain after all the sweet words are gone.. when heart start to love someone, mind said that this cant be like this.. conflict start.. and following all the syndrome of sadness, emotion...
i am pretending like i dont need love.. well its our needs.. it cant run away.. be patient and hope for 

goodness ..

I NEED A BREATH!!!!

i need a breath.... i want my life.. i cant go like this feel like burden all around... wanna hang around with my favorite frenzz... just free the mind.. once i say truth, i'm underground... why other people can have all the happy life?? why i cant!!! why...?? even i need space.. freedom is my right.. please i need to be around free air.. i cant breath like this... i gonna be crazy.. nothing else to do.. i just bored.. so much..

let go me.. i wanna be alone!!! let go me... my life is myself and no one else... i need to understand myself..
time is the right one... even controlling me same thing like putting pressure on me...

greeting a way to get better

i wanna sit someway alone...
i need to myself time!!
what really i want..
what i am looking actually...
i want get myself back..
i have lost myself, smile, happiness..

i have to find it back.. what so ever i have to get to my goals...
choice is in my hand..

i don't like people come over my head!!
i want my life.. i don't need anyone to make it better...
i'm going to make it alright!!

i am human.. trying my best to be better... all i think, i want my laugh..
plz.. i want to live.. you ruined my mind... almost 1 and half year i cried...
no one ever cares...

i need time for myself...

A BEGINNING OF NEW START..

here i am.. i just cut my hair..
i leave all my stupid gurlizzz behaviour...
i throw all my makeupz away....
i throw all gurlly clothzz...
its so stupid to be a gurl..

oh God.. how i go on my life before...
alwayz cry2..
alwayz wear gurlly clothzz...
itz all over to be gurly...
u such an gurlly suppost to be in a box!!

NOW can call me anything except a gurl...
i HATE GURL!!
disgusting... yukzzz...
just look into them..
what r they trying to do is just to get peoples attention...
thats y there dress like that..
they wear lipstik to HIGHLIGHT they're lip...
plus with the blink they put on they lip.. "HELO!! it this kind of disco or what"
yurkzzz again...

how they attrack the guyzz...
by wearing thin, short, anything 2 get attracted...
SO ANNOYINGG...

in conclusion...
u can call me anything but not girl...
tq to wake me up from a nightmare...

LETS DO RIGHT THINGS...

sometimes in life we always finding for an reason to be care of.. sometimes its change you.. to good and bad.. choose the correct things in life.. never ever done wrong for once... because the first you start wrong it will always wrong... the wrong comes from ourself.. don't blame anyone.. if you realise you are wrong, get up... and fix it quickly... maybe there have a good for this all.. coz HE knows.. be smart don't start... and follow HE'S road.. HE will never disappointed YOU.. remember that... love your family first.. then others... think yourself who come first??? BUZZ OFF unnecessary things... 

PUT OUR LIFE FOR THEM..
IS MORE BETTER...
LIFE PROUD ON YOU..

they bring us to this world with many hopes...

we cannot upset them... 

they are MOST important...

love them, ALLAH love u...

lov can be find many times...

but mom n dad only for once....

if they gone, they will never come back...
so lov ur mom n dad before they leave you alone...

i will be back with hopes n goals...
insyallahh...
just pray 4 my parent..
;(

i want my parent no matter how...
now just be good n betterrrrr... ;)

LOV??? Enough loving u...
arghhh... what the hell in my mind nowdayzz...??
if i lov him y i question all thiz??
i hve no job yet... mom n dad must go hajj....
my bro , sis..... my lov....
but in same time i afraid i cant do all the responsibilities....
 u r everything 4 me...
u mean evrthing 2 me...
cz u said that u lov me...

i cant make lov again... cz i lv him a lot...
i just afraid... i cant go with all responsiblities...
now i only hav 2 focus.... YA ALLAH... make me strong 4 all this...

pray 4 me...

02 may 2012

anything i do... i have to move on... change what is now..
i will never dream to get marry o lov someone..
i got someone i lov.. but i dont deserve 4 anyone...
i just want to give a pause to my lov story...
and on right way channel... time is short..one month left...


FOCUS... 

YA ALLAH, make me strong...

When i get to sajdah, its feel like this world is gone...

it feel like very calm, relaxed, and fully protected...

there only is exist HE...

ever u heard about it>>> sajdah is closer condition to ALLAH...

in my mind if i can let it over faster...

anything comes to me is from Allah, is the best thing for me.. because he knows better than me..

give me straight.. get off from me the darkness side... just let me see YOU..

this world is just for temporary, YOU are forever... 

forgive all my sins...

i am the dirty, bad, unpredictable... 

please make my road again...

dont leave me YA ALLAH...

this only i want...

i only feel happy, calm, blessed, and RELAXED.. if with YOU.. ;)