A BEGINNING OF NEW START..

here i am.. i just cut my hair..
i leave all my stupid gurlizzz behaviour...
i throw all my makeupz away....
i throw all gurlly clothzz...
its so stupid to be a gurl..

oh God.. how i go on my life before...
alwayz cry2..
alwayz wear gurlly clothzz...
itz all over to be gurly...
u such an gurlly suppost to be in a box!!

NOW can call me anything except a gurl...
i HATE GURL!!
disgusting... yukzzz...
just look into them..
what r they trying to do is just to get peoples attention...
thats y there dress like that..
they wear lipstik to HIGHLIGHT they're lip...
plus with the blink they put on they lip.. "HELO!! it this kind of disco or what"
yurkzzz again...

how they attrack the guyzz...
by wearing thin, short, anything 2 get attracted...
SO ANNOYINGG...

in conclusion...
u can call me anything but not girl...
tq to wake me up from a nightmare...

LETS DO RIGHT THINGS...

sometimes in life we always finding for an reason to be care of.. sometimes its change you.. to good and bad.. choose the correct things in life.. never ever done wrong for once... because the first you start wrong it will always wrong... the wrong comes from ourself.. don't blame anyone.. if you realise you are wrong, get up... and fix it quickly... maybe there have a good for this all.. coz HE knows.. be smart don't start... and follow HE'S road.. HE will never disappointed YOU.. remember that... love your family first.. then others... think yourself who come first??? BUZZ OFF unnecessary things... 

PUT OUR LIFE FOR THEM..
IS MORE BETTER...
LIFE PROUD ON YOU..

they bring us to this world with many hopes...

we cannot upset them... 

they are MOST important...

love them, ALLAH love u...

lov can be find many times...

but mom n dad only for once....

if they gone, they will never come back...
so lov ur mom n dad before they leave you alone...

i will be back with hopes n goals...
insyallahh...
just pray 4 my parent..
;(

i want my parent no matter how...
now just be good n betterrrrr... ;)

LOV??? Enough loving u...
arghhh... what the hell in my mind nowdayzz...??
if i lov him y i question all thiz??
i hve no job yet... mom n dad must go hajj....
my bro , sis..... my lov....
but in same time i afraid i cant do all the responsibilities....
 u r everything 4 me...
u mean evrthing 2 me...
cz u said that u lov me...

i cant make lov again... cz i lv him a lot...
i just afraid... i cant go with all responsiblities...
now i only hav 2 focus.... YA ALLAH... make me strong 4 all this...

pray 4 me...

02 may 2012

anything i do... i have to move on... change what is now..
i will never dream to get marry o lov someone..
i got someone i lov.. but i dont deserve 4 anyone...
i just want to give a pause to my lov story...
and on right way channel... time is short..one month left...


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